THERE ARE SOME TOPICS MORE EASY TO DISCUSS:
WORK, CLASS, READING IN THE WINTER, STARS, FOOD.
THOSE DAYS I THOUGHT YOU WERE DISTANT, UNTOUCHABLE, BEYOND
MY GRASP, ADMIRING YOUR PERSONA FROM AFAR —
I PLAYED THE BACKGROUND IN A NUMBER OF EVENTS FOR A FEAR
OF YOU DISCOVERING ME. SOMETIMES YOU WERE SO CLOSE
I COULD HEAR THE TINKERING OF YOUR MIND AS YOU PUZZLED AWAY
IN THOUGHT. EVEN YOUR BELIEFS HAD ME CAPTIVATED
WITH YOUR INTELLIGENCE. EVERY WOMAN THAT ONCE POSSESSED
ME FAILED IN COMPARISON TO THE EXISTENCE THAT IS YOU:
AS I IMAGINED YOU SHELTERED IN MY ARMS, OR ENGAGED
IN DIALOGUE GLISTENING AS YOUR CHEEKS DIMPLE FROM YOUR SPEECH.
YEARNING STILL PULLED ME IN YOUR DIRECTION AND IT’S NOT
INFATUATION, NOR THE LACK OF RESPECT FOR MY GIRL AT PRESENT,
NEVER CHEATED, OR EVEN GLANCED IN YOUR DIRECTION.
IF YOU BLESSED ME WITH YOUR PRESENCE DURING THESE TIMES
DESPAIR WOULD’VE TAKEN OVER, AS I WAS TAKEN AND COULD NOT
RETURN THE FAVOR. IF YOU KNEW BEFORE YOUR JOINING INTO
MY LIFE, THE MOMENTS WE UNINTENTIONALLY SHARED,
PONDER CAREFULLY AT YOUR MEMORIES AND SEARCH FOR ME.
IF YOU EXPLORE DEEP, YOU CAN FIND ME IN VIEW,
SOMEWHERE WITHIN THE SETTING. IT WAS LIKE THAT EVERY TIME.
THEN YOU APPROACHED ME, SOMEHOW. DECLARING SIMILAR FEELINGS
OF PASSION. I’M YOURS. I HAVE TRULY ALWAYS
BEEN YOURS. I WAS FOREVER WISHING TO
BE YOURS. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME, YOURS.
