IF ONLY…

IT DOESN’T TAKE MUCH…
TO INFLICT PAIN UPON AN OPEN HEART
WHEN ONE IS CONSUMED BY EMOTIONS THE SLIGHTEST UPSET CAN CAUSE DAMAGE
HOW DO YOU MANAGE…
WHEN THE PERSON THAT PRODUCES YOUR HAPPINESS SAYS THEY DON’T EVEN CARE
WHEN YOUR GREATEST FEAR
IS…
THEY WONT BE THERE … AND YOU’LL END UP LONELY
IF ONLY… IF ONLY… IF ONLY THINGS WERE DIFFERENT
THEN YOU WOULDN’T HAVE WORRIES
NO STRESS…NO MESS…JUST HUGS AND KISSES
X’S AND O’S BUT YOUR NOT TRYING TO GET CROSSED
NO TIC TAC TOE… NO TEARS
WHAT IS THE DEFINITION OF WEAKNESS
DOES THE URGE TO WANT TO CRY MAKE YOU SOFT…
BECAUSE TO MY UNDERSTANDING BOTTLING IT UP INSIDE CAN ONLY CAUSE
YOUR SLOOOOW COLLAPSE
PRESSURING YOURSELF INTO THE TRAP
THAT WAS SET THE MOMENT YOU LET YOUR FEELINGS STAY BOUND WITHIN
AND NOW IT HAS A HOLD ON YOU…
BUT LETS BE REAL…REGARDLESS OF THE DECISION YOU MADE
THE SIMPLE FACT THAT THEY
NO LONGER ARE AT AN EQUIVALENT LEVEL AS FAR AS CARING GOES
KEEPS YOU CLOSE
TO THAT VERY HOLD
THAT HAS YOU RESTRICTED…
YOU HAVE TO LIVE AND LET GO TO PROGRESS FORWARD
EVERYTHING HAPPENS FOR A REASON THIS WILL ONLY MAKE YOU BETTER
AND SOMEDAY…SOMEONE…SOMEWHERE…
WILL CARE
AND YOUR HAPPINESS WILL RETURN
AND YOU’LL LOOK BACK ON THIS EXPERIENCE AND REALIZE WHAT YOU LEARNED
AND YOU WILL FLY…
THE WAY YOU WERE MEANT TO SOAR
ITS IN YOUR DESTINY TO FEEL COMPLETE…