HAVE YOU…

HAVE YOU… EVER FELT LIKE YOU WERE GOING NOWHERE…
MAKING STEPS FORWARD JUST TO GET PUSHED BACK…
IT’S THAT…. TIME THAT WE HAVE TO DIG DEEP DOWN IN US AND FIND THE STRENGTH WITHIN….
SEE I’VE…. BEEN PLACES INSIDE OF MYSELF AND SEEN THINGS….
I WOULD’VE…. TOLD YOU WERE NON-EXISTENT….
YET THE PERSISTENCE…. I HAVE BUILT UP INSIDE…
TO SHARE THIS LOVE THAT LIES…. IN ME WITH SOMEONE SPECIAL DRIVES…ME…TO….THE….EDGE….OF HAPPINESS…..
CAUGHT UP IN TRYING TO BE PERFECTION….
SO…. I’M HER SELECTION…. SO…. THERE’S NO QUESTION….
THAT…. I WAS EXPECTING…. TO….BE HER PROTECTION….
AND….BE AN EXTENSION…. OF…. HER VERY BEING….
I MEAN….AM I WRONG…. TO LONG…. TO BELONG…..
TO SOMEONE WHOSE ALREADY MOVED ON…..
HOW DO YOU KNOW….WHETHER OR NOT YOUR TIME IS BEING WASTED….
WHETHER OR NOT THEIR EYES HAVE BEEN TAINTED….
HOW LONG…. DO YOU KEEP BELIEVING LOVE CONQUERS ALL….
AND THAT YOUR LOVE WILL MEND THE PAST TO ENSURE THE FUTURE YOU WISH TO SEE….
WHEN….. HE OR SHE IS LIVING THEIR LIVES….WELL I DON’T KNOW BOUT YOU… BUT DEFINITELY NOT FOR ME….
AND YET HERE I STAND BEFORE YOU….STILL WISHING….
SHE WAS…..STILL MINE
HOPING THAT…. SOMEONE FEELS MY PAIN…..SOMEONE CAN RELATE….
TO THE PROBLEM I FIND….MYSELF IN CONTINUOUSLY…..
BUT IT’S NOT JUST THIS PERSON WHO CAUSES A PROBLEM….
IT’S THE INEVITABLE VOID I FEEL….NOT BEING ABLE TO GIVE….
THIS….LOVE THAT’S SO GENUINELY REAL….
TO SOMEONE DESERVING WITHOUT ME STOPPING….
SEE TO BE HONEST…I JUST….WANNA LOVE SOMEBODY….
DELIVER THIS PASSION I HAVE….TO JUST….LOVE SOMEBODY
LET GO OF WORRIES…TAKE A CHANCE…AND JUST…LOVE SOMEBODY
UNTIL THAT PURE RAW UNCUT UNCONDITIONAL LOVE IS RETURNED….
TELL ME….AM I…ASKING TOO MUCH….TO LONG FOR THE TOUCH…
OF A COMPANION….
AM I…GOING TOO FAR…REACHING FOR STARS…AND DEMANDING….
SUCH A FEELING TO BE SENT ONTO MY LIFE….OR IS MY STRIVE….REASONABLE….
AS I…. DIG DEEP INTO A CAVITY OF MYSELF TO FIND PEACE…
I…. COME ACROSS STREETS….UNPAVED….UNSCATHED….TO MY EYE….
AND I WANDER….MAKING DISCOVERIES TO RIVAL THE FOSSILS…
IN ME IS SOMETHING COLOSSAL….AND I WONDER….
HOW I NEVER NOTICED IT BEFORE….THIS WILL TO PUSH THROUGH WHEN I’M AT MY LOWEST AND SOAR…..
IT’S AT THIS TIME I’M AT MY STRONGEST….FIGHTING FOR THE WAY I CARE…..
BECAUSE I KNOW I WILL RESTORE SOMEONES HAPPINESS AND MINE WITH THAT SAME LOVE…. THAT I JUST…. LONG TO… SHARE….